Like When I'm Singing Live I Can't

I'm Sort Of A Gay Man Trapped In A Woman's Body When It Comes To Music Sometimes - It's Crowded In Here!

A Lot Of People Come Up To Me Expecting To Meet The Person They Have Seen Perform. It's Not Going To Happen, Unless My Mania, My Stage Person, Responds To Them And Not The Real Me.

I Don't Want To Be Famous, Or Recognizable.

Help, I Have Done It Again I Have Been Here Many Times Before Hurt Myself Again Today And The Worst Part Is There's No-one Else To Blame.

When People Say, "show Your Face, You're Not Ugly." I Want To Say, "i Know. I'm Not Doing It Because I Think I'm Ugly; I'm Trying To Have Some Control Over My Image. And I'm Allowed To Maintain Some Modicum Of Privacy. But Also I'd Like Not To Be Picked Apart Or For People To Observe When I Put On Ten Pounds Or I Have A Hair Extension Out Of Place." Most People Don't Have To Be Under That Pressure, And I'd Like To Be One Of Them. I Don't Go On Twitter. Because When People Say Things Like, I Don't Know, "i Hope You Get Cancer And Die," It Hurts My Feelings.