I Have Days When I Just Feel

You Know What I'd Like To Do? I'd Like To Play A Bag Lady.

When I First Started Out, I Said To Myself, If This Doesn't Happen There Will Be Something Else That I Can Do. That Seemed Possible Because I Knew How To Do So Many Different Kinds Of Jobs.

I Like Being Prepared. When Things Are Going On And I Have To Learn My Lines At The Last Minute, I'm Never Quite Secure Enough To Allow It To Be Spontaneous. So The More Prepared I Am, The More I'm Able To Kind Of Let It Go . . .

I Was Kind Of Surprised To Learn How Controlling I Am. I Never Thought Of Myself In That Way. I Think The Root Of The Control Issues Is Usually Fear, Because You Want To Know What's Going To Be Happening At Any Given Moment.

Even Though I Don't Feel I Need Approval, It's Still Important To Me To Give A Good Performance. I'm Hard On Myself.