Every Journey Starts With Fear.

I Don't Want To Be Lofty When I Say This, But I Don't Know What A Success Is Any More. I Know How We Define It, But That Was A Moment Where I Went, "wait, Who Am I?" You Could Feel The Business, In Particular, Kind Of Go "he's All Right, Let's Go Over Here." I Started To Go, "wait, I Know Why I Love To Do This." I Think I Got Off Track In Why I Love To Do It.

I Also Think Within The Scene, A Specific Scene - If I Were To Play A Part That I Played 10 Years Ago Now, My Interpretation Of That Scene Would Be Totally Different. I Would Be Making Different Choices. Because I Can't Somehow Subtract All Of The Experiences That I've Had In My Life. And It's Fascinating To See, Because Somewhere I'm Very Reflective In That. You Know, I've Been Playing Basically Actually Close To 40 Years Old, So I'm Somewhere Lost In Age In This Movie. But It's Been Fascinating To See That I Can't Subtract That Time.

To Me Donnie Darko Was About Adolescence. And About How, As Soon As You Start To Grow Up And You Sort Of Move Out Into The World, You Realize Everything Is So Trippy. That Anything Can Be Anything.

You Have Formal Rehearsal, A Lot Of Things You Don't Have In Movies - Which Is, You Have To Formally Rehearse. You Have To Know Your Back Story, Discuss It, And Almost Everybody Onstage Has To Know Each Other's [story], So That When It Comes Time To Actually Do It, You Can Throw It All Away. That's The Way I Like To - And I Didn't Realize Until Very Recently - That's The Way I Like To Prepare For Movies.

Being The Youngest, I Constantly Have That Insecurity Of Being The Youngest, Which Ultimately Is Probably My Drive. In A Lot Of Ways. In Terms Of As An Artist, The Way We Could Communicate As A Family Very Clearly Was Through Movies And Through Acting, And When Things Became Complicated With All Of Our Own Personalities, That's Where We Are Most Clear. I Think That's Also Where We Are Most Brutal With Each Other As Well.