As Sick As It Sounds, A Reality

Girls My Age Dress So Much Raunchier Than I'd Ever Imagine Myself Dressing. I Understand That I'm A Role Model, Though, And I Have To Look Out For That. I Have A 10-year-old Sister, Too. But You Also Want To Be Appealing To Guys And Stuff, That's Just Something Girls Feel. It's Hard. You Want To Be That Girl That's Unattainable To All The Guys Because There Are So Many Other Girls Out There That Are Like That.

I Want To Win An Oscar. I Want To Be Known For More Than, Like, Going Out. For Being The 'party Girl'. I Hate That. I Bust My Ass When I'm Filming And When I Have Time Off, Yeah, I Like To Go Out And Dance.

I Would Switch Roles With Madonna For A Day. Or If Audrey Hepburn Was Still Alive, Audrey Hepburn. I Love Audrey Hepburn. She's One Of My Idols Also.

So Many People Around Me Would Say They Cared For The Wrong Reasons. A Lot Of People Were Pulling From Me, Taking From Me And Not Giving.

It Is Clear To Me That My Life Has Become Completely Unmanageable Because I Am Addicted To Alcohol And Drugs.